I know we went to North Carolina before this… We had fun… I think we had a great time. But it seems like we fought so much that we damaged a lot of lovely memories…

I am so heart broken that we had to fight so much… I love you and I can’t stand hurting you…. I wish I can go back and fix everything. I wish I can fix myself right now so I can stop today… I wish I know a magic spell that can do this…..

Dear love… I hope you can understand… that I love you… and I wish I can find a solution that makes us happy forever.