Daily messages

I woke up at 4:35 with a stomachache. It made made me think of all the times you would rub my tummy to make it warm and you would even get up at any hour of the night to make me tea. Thank you for always taking such good care of me. I wish you were here next to me so I could cuddle into your chest and go back to sleep. I’m thinking about the big day you have ahead, I wish I could ease the burden and help you in person. But as I set my intention today, it is to support you and let you know I’m always here whenever you need a safe place to lean on. 

I woke up tired and alone. I miss waking up next to you.  I miss looking at you when you are scrolling through your phone quietly to not wake me up. Then making me a smoothie to fuel my day when you notice. I appreciate what you do for me all the time.  

Everyday I’m blessed to know you are in my life. I’m sorry for your stomach. I wish I can make you tea. I hope you feel better after OTF.  Please eat well and take care. I love you.  Can’t wait to see you again.  

I love what you wrote. It makes me fill with love but also ache because I miss you so much. I’m sitting here in my “normal” routine and life and nothing feels normal or right about it. I’ve been trying to put myself in your shoes today. You must be so tired from all the travel already, and things must be so hectic. I wish I could do something for you, even just hold your hand but I feel so helpless. So I keep just wanting to let you know that I’m thinking of you and hoping for things to go smoothly for you. I know you can do everything yourself but that doesn’t change how much I care about you and want to do more for you. I love you oppa. I miss you so much and I’m thinking about you nonstop.

I love you!!!!!!!   I hope you know that your text and journal messages fuel me.  thank you so much for the sweet letter.   I want to grow with you and be better for us too.  You’re always thinking so much about us. You’re always thinking of me.  Thank you for always giving me the last bite.  Thank you for always feeding me first.  Thank for always putting me first.  I can’t thank you enough.  I loveeeeee you!

To my love, flying