Today is the day to prepare for the trip…. a day to pack. There’s a lot on my mind and yours… we keep thinking how planning didn’t go well and how we will spend out time at NC…. I keep hoping everything goes well. That we feel good being away. That we find ease in the moments we’re together.

Honestly…. I am nervous. I am. About how things might go, about the unspoken stuff we still carry with us. But I will continue to trust us…

We’re not perfect, but we’re still choosing to go. Still showing up. Still trying. That means something to me. Honestly… I said this so many times but I will keep showing up…..

v/r,
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