The morning was gloomy. It was a day after we fought and somewhat made progress. It was great to wake up and start on another issue right away and do it right, but it still left us empty. I am starting to wonder if there’s any hope at all.

The aftermath of the fight gets heavier and heavier every fight. It’s more impactful than the argument itself sometimes, especially when things are still unsettled. It’s tough when we make progress, but still end up feeling empty.

I want to ask you. Are you okay? I want to say. I’m sorry you’re going through this. I wish I can help and do something. But I’m not sure what….

I feel like I’m losing more and more energy every fight and I am not gaining anything in return. What should I do? I want nothing more than to feel more energetic and more enthusiastic for our future and to make the changes and be better..

v/r

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