Learning to brain dump big rocks on a paper and giving myself time to think about it by blocking off specific time for each items may be necessary.  It seems I been getting overwhelmed with stuff I need to do and I have been getting lazy with it by avoiding it and spending more time with other stuff instead.

I want to be able to work together with my partner better as well, where I don’t need to stress out thinking I have to make all the decisions.  I can do things better when I either delegate or collaborate both at work and at home.  

There are so much things to get done and I feel like I don’t have time for anything anymore.  I’m honestly getting very frustrated, but I don’t want to take it out on anyone.  But it’ll get better… I think.. Maybe it’ll get worse.  So better yet, I should learn to prepare for it and learn how to manage it now in a better way.