I want to know what my self worth is… I want to track my personal growth, and to create space for healing and progress. I want to see who I am right now, who I was, and what I want to be, so that I can come up with a way to work on myself..

I don’t know how I view myself right now… But I know how to view my past self… I’d like to think I’m more confident than before… but maybe I’ll think differently in the future… It’s very hard to view myself right now…

How about my future self? Maybe that’s a better way to start. So that I can focus on what needs to get worked on…

I want to be more kind to my partner… I want to be more honest and not try to hide all the time… I want to not make up stupid small lies… I want to be able to be honest no matter how hard it is… I want to be confidence no matter how scared I am…. I want to be passionate and strong willed to be able to stick to what I want to do…….

I feel like after listing down what I want to be.. I noticed I am lazy…. not strong willed…. Not confident… not honest… and so on. It helps me get a better view of myself… I’m a insecure person who needs to work on himself.

I need to begin tracking my positives, negatives, what I’ve accomplished this year and how I can improve even more… I need to track what’s holding myself back from growing as a person… After, I need to find out what is causing the problem.. what is the root cause…

Ultimately, to grow, I should address the root problem. I should set goals to heal and learn to take steps…