I feel so broken that I just want to curl up into a ball and avoid the world. But instead, I go out with fake face on to show the world that I am okay….

I know how difficult it is and was for you. However, it seems the blaming game is getting worse. I hope you see that I tried my best to not blame you. However, you feel blamed and blame me. I feel sick. Sick of this pattern.

I’m really sorry you’re feeling this way. I really hope that I can make you feel better. I really hope you can tell me everything. I really hope…

Sometimes, just putting these emotions into words can be such a heavy release. But for me… it aggravates it. But I think if I write positively, it’ll turn things around. I’d love nothing more than to think more positively and make the situation better.

Wanting to make the situation better but breaking down and taking out on you was wrong. But I let you know my limits. I’m sorry.

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