We have hard discussions quite frequently…. I think it’s good… It challenges us…

There are so many things we’d love to do, like planning a trip properly, spending more times with family, getting a new job, moving, etc… I know your interview for the fellowship is tiring… But hey! You are a finalist, and you’ll get to find out soon if you make it through or not in a month.

I know you will have to move for the fellowship and I know you don’t want to stay in your current job. I fully support you.. It just came sooner than I expected. The original plan was, I decide to stay here, so I can be with you a bit longer until you decide to apply for the fellowship a year down the road, but it seems it came a lot sooner….Sad thing is, I just took this job and I’m stuck here for a bit, but I’ll get out of here soon.

There are times that I feel upset, but that’s part of life… Nothing will ever be perfect. As long as we work together, I think that’s all it matters. I love you, support you, and want to simply be with you.

If it feels like I’m demanding too much of your time, just let me know. I’d be happy to balance it out….

Our future is a bit murky, but that doesn’t mean we can’t enjoy what we have. It’s natural for us to feel anxious, uncertain, and even waiver when it comes to planning. I wish to better help us enjoy the time we have now. I also wish to better enjoy time even in the future and create a way where we can make this work. I believe it!

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