It seems we had a nice talk yesterday and we got better again. This doesn’t mean we go back to our original bad selves, but becoming the person that can work on themselves for life. I’d love nothing more than to be better for you. For me. and for us. I’m realizing how wonderful it is to go back to our old state where we can hug, kiss, talk, and relax next to each other while enjoying every little things in life. I love it. I truly do. I can feel your love. I can be happy with you. What can be better than this? But I also realize that when we fight, we forget about all of these wonderful things and hurt each other to the point where we lose it all and make it painful again for us. It’s sad. Truly. I DO NOT want that anymore.

I don’t want to forget that fights hurt us. I want to remember to work on myself so I don’t hurt you every day. I’d love to fight better. Fight in a way where we can both win…..

At work, I mainly focused on wrapping up slides for briefings and meetings. I also got haircut, which you thought looked cute. During the haircut, I realize you were going to go visit your parents next thursday and easter was coming up. I wanted to get something. But I didn’t know what, so I put that on hold. I just wanted to let you know that I was thinking of you. That doesn’t mean I didn’t do anything productive for us. During lunch, I found time to look for apps that we can use. I sent you a love nudge app code to share our love languages. I took the quiz, it let me know what my love languages are, and allowed me to connect with you. You haven’t connected with me yet though. Hopefully you will soon? Sometimes you are forgetful, but I know that you care, so don’t worry. I love even the side of you that can be quite forgetful. I’ll be sure to remind you of things, like how you do for me. I know I’m forgetful.

I was also trying to get my business trip sorted out, but there were some paperwork that had to be done first. Hopefully I’ll get that done next week. Besides that, it was just organizing information, getting information, and analyzing information for briefings related to cyber vulnerabilities. It’s hard to make slides that doesn’t raise questions sometimes.

Today, I got home and saw you!!! I was so happy. I melted. It feels so nice to see someone I love at home when I come home from work. I took that for granted before… I’m sorry… So thank you very much for being there for me. It gives me the energy and the happiness that can’t be expressed. I saw you watching a musical…. Wicked…. something we saw together at a movie theatre. It was actually nice.

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